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The Thought To Inspire: I dreaded that night when he said he can give nothing more than friendship. Stupid risk, I thought.. I never should've done that prat of a blog entry.. I risked nothing but unrequity. And I got it.. However, I was blessed.. And I've never been the same again.. But something else was taken away from me.. but I don't regret it.. Few scornful disparages I've got, and he's still there.. More disdainings, and he never left me.. The fire in me burned scarlet.. And from pieces I had been, I believed repairs since then.. I can't explain how his stares take my breath away.. He makes me smile without even trying.. Against all odds, my presence seem to be, I CARE NOT..

Never did it occur in my mind that forever reeked this good..

Q(",Q)

Monday, June 25, 2007

You're everything i wanted and more...
—Thomas Andrew Alejandria [friendster shoutout]

The worst feeling isn't being lonely. It's knowing you'll never be remembered by the person you'll never forget.
—Alvin Louie Estella [text message]

Paano ba namamatay ang isang tao?
..kapaG nagkakasakit siya?
..kapag tumatanda na siya ng sobra?
..kapaG naLason siYa ng kUng ano?
..HiNdi..
NamamaTay anG iSang taO kaPag naLimOt na siYa nG mGa naGmamaHaL sa kanYa at hinDi na siYa muLing maaLaLa pa..
—Lufi of One Piece

hmmm.. let's see.. my academic review..

awtz.. i flunked my last exam in Physics.. waaahh.='c an absolute zero.. it's because i haven't got any sleep the night before the exam because of our defective machine problem.. i did the documentation and my brain got totally drained.. so, the result, I HAVEN'T ANSWERED ANY OF THE THREE ITEMS.. waahh.='c i really wish professor de leon would pass me.. after all, i've got 85 additional points, and homeworks with perfect scores.. all i have to do is to ace the final exam.. yeah, i really should..

next awe is mechanics.. waaah.='c i really felt bad about the last exam.. and i lacked one homework.. looks like i got a hang-over by my defense blues.. my brain seemed to malfunction after that sleepless night.. and it's killing me.. i really have to do that project, alright.. i've decided to max that project up to give a reason to my professor to pass me..

i haven't got any problem with my first major subject now.. thanks to the PR skills kuya ace had taught me, i'll be passing.. weeee,, and the defense, i/we aced it.. cool.. a big thanks to fritzie, by the way.. if it weren't for her GC attitude, our group won't be able to make it.. and C++.. i couldn't practice at home because i don't have that daft of a software.. and now that i have it, HaH! i'm learning! weheheheh.. i ran a simple program with the usual output of "Hello World!".. at first, it wouldn't run, and i got pissed off.. i told myself, "hey, you're hopeless in Borland C++.. feed yourself in Visual Basic 6.0 instead.." nyahahaha.. but when i halted to a last try, to my surprise, IT RAN! THE SIMPLE ~~STUPID~~ PROGRAM RAN!! hahaha.Ü i promise myself to excel in all my programming subjects, from now on.. weeeeeee..

now, my peer review..

ok.. that's it.. I REALLY NEED A BREAK.. a break from you, guys.. you're all giving me a headache.. i already got fed up by your __________..

haaaay.. super miss ko na ang HS darlings ko.. ang buong bottomless.. gusto ko na silang makita.. gusto ko na silang makasama.. at makaharutan uli.. makapagtribute nga..

Lyn Loraine Teaño - ang hot chick.. bitchy.. JOKE! ang may pinakamaraming kwento.. kahit sex layp niyan, ikukuwento pa.. ang pinaka-sexy.. at higit sa lahat, patatawanin ka pag nalulungkot ka.. strong personality, at rest assured kang ipagtatanggol ka..

Louise Myjel Guevarra - nakow.. kilala na nga talaga ako netong taong to.. alam ang mga sikreto ko, kahit hindi ko sinasabi.. ang nakakaramdam ng aking mayhems.. marunong dumamay.. ang assassin.. magaling magsulat, >toink.. siyempre, journalist 'yan..<>

Jane Ericka de los Reyes - ang port.. huh? anu 'yun? wehehehe.. ang umaangkin sa 'ken ng sobra-sobra as a friend.. saksakan ng pagkaselosa.. at loyal din.. dapat na sinasamba pagdating sa badminton.. one good listener..

Richelle Canoza - ang inaamag kong kaibigan.. sobrang tagal na, since grade 5.. soooper sporty.. energetic.. hinahanap pa rin si mr. right.. dakilang dumadamay din..

Miki Jamal Villarama - oopsie.. lovelife blues.. yun ang madalas namin pagkuwentuhan.. and super miss ko na itong taong 'to.. cute din dimples neto.. at maganda din.. lahat naman kami maganda eh.. masarap ka-txt, kasi hindi ka tatantanan.. naman, nasira pa kasi celfone ko.=(

Osonnie Kay Marcos - ang prinsesa ng tropa.. prinsesa sa kagandahan.. nagpauso ng annual jabongga palooza.. kakaiba bumanat.. may british accent.. at full force din sa pagdamay.. gosh, namiss tuloy kita, ossie..

Karen Nepomuceno - lukaret.. pero matalino.. madami ding kwento.. magaling makibagay sa lalake, pano kasi tibo.. joke.. isa pa ring pa-girl 'yan eh.. strong-willed pero mapapaiyak ng tru Lab niya..

Eunice Lozada - isa pa ring mataray.. nawawala ang ilong.. NYAKZ, joke lang yun dude.. pa-demure pag nagbabayad sa jeep.. bungisngis din.. magandang takbuhan.. pwede ring utangan.. nyahahaha..

Sheena dela Cruz - ang pinaka—soft-spoken pero pinakamalutong din magmura.. small but terrible.. kakaiba din bumanat.. da best sa pakikinig.. beware, nangdadakot ng b*obs..

Ma. Edhie Laine Sapnu - si neneng biba.. ang babaeng simula nung bday niya nung 2006 eh nowhere to be found na.. masarap kausap sa open forum, kasi tinatanggap ang mga pagkakamali niya.. isa sa mga pinakamataray, pero grabe umiyak pag na-touch.. nagkukuwento at kinukuwentuhan din.. kakaiba bumanat..

Erlan Alvarez - a.k.a Papa E.. masarap makipagtawanan.. masarap kakuwentuhan.. makulit.. harot.. at higit sa lahat, alam kung pano magpakilig.. aaaawwww..

Jose Mari Escalambre - a.k.a. Papa Jo.. soooper cutie.. kahit badaf, hinahabol yan.. hindi namin carry ang spanish blood niya.. da best actor in town.. masarap din kakuwentuhan..

sHetnesss... CAN YOU IMAGINE HOW I MISS THESE GUYS??? I DO.. BADLY.. if i could just spend one week with them.. KAHIT ISA LANG.. it would make me feel a lot better..

my love life review...

haay.. nakita ko na ang prinsipe ko umiyak nung nagbonding kaming muli sa liwasang boni.. at nagalit na rin siya sa 'ken.c= yihee.. wala lang, pagod na kasi ako sa lahat kaya nagbreak-down na ako sa harap niya.. ayun, nakita ko din siyang umiiyak.. inay, lalo akong naiyak nun.. umiyak na ang lahat ng tao sa mundo, huwag lang ang prinsipe ko.. hehe.(= eh baket naman siya nagalit?.. sinabi ko kasing magssuicide ako pag iniwan niya ako eh..

"ano ka ba naman!? ayokong mangyari yun, pero pag nangyari yun huwag mo namang gawin yun!"

haha.(= he cares.. and he's starting to get mad.. mad at whom? yeah, who else.. but sorry, like the ~~ludicrous~~ song, "Nobody wanna see us together, but it don't matter, no.. 'Coz i got you.."
but lucky you, i'm asking him the favor of not getting mad at you.. yeah, my prince also admitted that he's starting to get jealous of TNB.. nyahahahahah.c= but he couldn't give a damn about it because he knows what i've gone through just to work there.. he said he wants to spend more time with me, but i couldn't.. nyahahaha.c= i love you, hunny.. you're everything i wanted and more..

my TNB review..

yEah, i aLready got twO pEndinG aRticLes.. onE is tHe "Huling Hirit" thankSgiving night of the Archi SC and the other is the 8th Student Research Colloquium.. i covered the latter to see how Ate Anna reports in front of many people holding the mic.. But it was Ate Kreena who reported.. Kuya Renz already gave me the infos regarding the Huling Hirit night.. and the most exciting parts were:

TNB hires my supertwin..
yEah, Harold is back for next term.. Kuya Nico asked us to look for him.. He didn't tell us why, though.. But when he came face to face with my supertwin, he bursted, "Kunin ka na namin next term.." weeeee.. i miSsed tHat foLk of mine..

TNB hires my prince..
a biG wEeeeEEe!!!! mY prince gEts jEaLouS oF TNB mOst of tHe time.. bUt nOw, Kuya Nico hired him as the official TNB graphics artist.. wEee! Now, i'd be with him more often.. Kuya Nico always tells us that Kuya Brian (the current graphics artist) is so hard to depend on, because he's always nowhere to be found.. He told me to just talk to Kuya Brian, but on second thought, he said he'd rather do that himself.. and there, my pRincE's naMe wiLL bE incLudEd in TNB's sTaffbOx rOster..

frantic days of being Mapuans will be over soon.. we're gonna have our final exams next week—meaning, the term will be coming to a halt.. waaaaaahh.. i need a break.. i need months to get away from all of this.. REALLY.. hahahaha.Ü weee.. Pangasinan, wait for me.. I'll be there soon.. bLeh.=p

and omigawd.. post mortem's coming.. after kuya nico's rages about the June 2007 issue coming out as June 2006 and other staffers' unwillingness to distribute TNB copies, criticism comes next.. lagot.o_O' haha.Ü the editors mind us junior staffers being abused after all.. i thought that's really our job.. to be ~~abused~~ bombarded with tasks.. but raising our rights of school works, i give a two-thumbs up for my editors, kuya nico, kuya armand, kuya ean, kuya ninong, ate beth and ate anna.. weeee..

for once, i thought i was the one who committed that stupid mistake of the June 2006 bLah-bLah in the frontpage of the newsletter.. but come to think of it, Kuya Armand reminded me to change that.. i don't know why it keeps on coming back to 2006 when i change it to 2007.. haha.Ü about three times, i did that.. i was so full of guilt when dr. mateo (the vice president of the student affairs in school) got absolutely mad about it.. i was relieved when sir benny-bunny and kuya nico confirmed that it was the printing press's fault.. whew!

so.. this is the last time we're going to be with ate anna, ate beth and kuya es.. too bad, we haven't got that much time to be with them and they'll be graduating soon.. i'm giving ate beth a huge hurrah for gaining the top spot of being the Institute's Civil Engineering Cum Laude.. wow.. ate, that's great job! and to ate anna, we'll miss you.. you see, i've already inherited your traits [except the katarayan—i'm not willing to scare people.o_O'] and being compared to you will surely just make me miss you.. we'll miss the lay-outing queen of TNB.. to kuya es, though you're nowhere to be found like ate beth [hah!], we won't forget all of those photography-teaching bits.. and our PC will be running fast soon.. bLeh.=p we'll miss you, kuya es.. i wouldn't have anyone to tease Ms. Archi with.. nYahahaha.=p

the purple pyrolyptic princess burned her match stick on 7:41 AM