this is what i hate about myself.. procrastinating.. grrr.. it just shows how lazy i am.. i have all the time for studying C++, but as i said, i procrastinate.. i'm afraid i have to study about it hardly because i know that there will be a large probability that i will be handled by Prof. Joyce Santos in Data Structures.. C++ is its pre-requisite, in case you don't know.. i'm afraid of Ma'am Joyce, she's one strict professor..
i can't believe i just used the word "probability".. after failing Probability and Statistics, the thought is just stupid.. but i accepted it readily.. i know i'd fail, anyway.. Prof. dela Cruz is one terror professor, i should've given this subject a little more effort.. haha..
it's just ironic, i thought i'd be failing 3 subjects in one blow.. Prof. de Leon gave me the creeps of failing, and so did Prof. Sese.. i gave Electromagnetics more weight than any other subjects, and passing it just helped making me feel better.. wahahahaha!!
this term gave me a lot of exhaustion.. i wouldn't make another bullsh*t schedule like that ever again.. this is the first time since eons that i got sick, and i've had enough..
i feel sorry for my prince.. he had full hopes of passing every subject he had this term.. seeing him in a teary-eyed state just let me down.. i did all sorts of things to make him smile, i just couldn't.. i'm not even feeling bad about failing for myself, i'm feeling bad about him.. and i wished i just had his pain..
the burden of next term is banging in my head.. my prince feels so bad, i don't know when i could be with him when the second term starts.. *sigh* problems, problems.. when can i have enough? hmmm...