...the purple pyrolyptic princess's lair..

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the memoirs of a broken flame,
and different twists of the battle...

The Thought To Inspire: I dreaded that night when he said he can give nothing more than friendship. Stupid risk, I thought.. I never should've done that prat of a blog entry.. I risked nothing but unrequity. And I got it.. However, I was blessed.. And I've never been the same again.. But something else was taken away from me.. but I don't regret it.. Few scornful disparages I've got, and he's still there.. More disdainings, and he never left me.. The fire in me burned scarlet.. And from pieces I had been, I believed repairs since then.. I can't explain how his stares take my breath away.. He makes me smile without even trying.. Against all odds, my presence seem to be, I CARE NOT..

Never did it occur in my mind that forever reeked this good..

Q(",Q)

Sunday, August 26, 2007

i wish...

i'm already getting irritated about some things.. i can't be contented on anything that I have, and it's really making my wits twitch.. i've been wishing for a lot of things I know I could have, but I don't know when.. ~~darn it..~~

i wish i'd graduate on time..
i wish i'd be able to work here in school and be a terror professor..
i wish i were rich..
i wish i can work for my family sooner..
i wish i were working in some prestigious country..
i wish i'm a little more intelligent..
i wish to make to make a vow with him in the future..

i want to guarantee myself more i wish's...

to my prince,,

yeah, i'm such a prat when it comes to your jokes but i really am happy when i'm with you.. i could laugh at others' jokes, but nothing compares to the company you give me.. i already told you before, you make me happy even without trying.. my whole being is in bliss because i met you.. and don't say that i don't deserve you, because i do.. and even if i do deserve someone, i'd be glad to still choose you.. i need you because i love you.. more than you'll ever know..

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Sunday, August 19, 2007

new welcome message, new blog skin, new blog life..

oh yeah, i was thinking of greeting someone last august 17 but i ran out of credits in my ISP card.. it's her birthday, and i guess i'd just greet her here.. you know who you are, so here it goes.. Happy Birthday.. and more birthdays to come.. i'm wishing you all the best..

though it's been easy for you to throw our friendship away.. it's such surprising that i never even forgot your birthday..

no sarcasm there, honestly..

issues, issues? latest ones? oh yeah i've got some..

the Human Security Act..
The Human Security Act is the law which states that anybody may be arrested, just as long as a cop says that you are some part of a terrorist group.. Yes, EVEN IF THERE'S NO PROOF WHATSOEVER.. No offense to the Philippine Government, but what's the point of living in a democratic country if such acts/laws will be implemented? Oh great, haven't anyone else thought that this HSA is a miniature Martial Law? Why hasn't anybody from the Opposition protested? another proof of the saying, history repeats itself.. Good Luck to all of us..

Country Name Change Act passed: From Republic of the Philippines to Philippine Group of Islands..

What is this?? Whatever made Madam President to accept this kind of proposal? Goodness gracious.. The first one already sounded so formal, but the latter? Looks like the country's been degraded.. Come to think of it, we're already in a third-world country, why make the same impression by changing the name?.. How about the efforts of those who bring our race honor? *sigh* I'm counting on the Opposition to make nothing else worse..

Angel Locsin switches..
Angel Locsin complained that her talent fee does not compensate her enormous efforts.. She's been such a disgrace to the family who gave her the big name she already has.. Let's have a recap on the Kapamilya's rising stars.. Hero Angeles? been dumped out.. Erich Gonzales? Never heard anything from her since she won in SCQ.. Hard luck to Angel on being a Kapamilya, however.. I'm afraid she's already giving herself a great downfall by the switch.. The Kapuso's move of making Marian Rivera the modern MariMar will make her Angel's constant rival.. Good luck to Marian! I've heard you've got high ratings..

having my stupid video card broken makes everything worse.. i wanted to play hidden object games, but i can only do limitedly.. aAaaRrrGggH! i need to play.. *sob* ooooh,, mom's cooked sinigang.. be back soon! *gone to pig out*

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Saturday, August 18, 2007

mum's cooked arroz caldo.. mmmmm.. i love garlic... *gone to pig out*

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Thursday, August 16, 2007

my mum seems a bit strange lately.. she used to ignore everything and go on for what she cared for, but recently we siblings have been receiving a lot of rebukes.. even the littlest things seem to shag her.. and it's kind of annoying, really..

anyway, i'm beginning to hate storms.. before, i'd be willing to pray for tropical depressions in Manila and wait for the suspensions of classes.. I really love the suspensions way back when I was in Elementary and Highschool so as to delay school commotions.. but now? Thinking that losing one meeting for a laboratory class is indeed dreadful.. In a College considering 4 terms a year, it just isn't helpful.. another problem, the Department of Education announces suspensions late.. LATE!! good thing my class starts at 9:00am everday.. if i happen to have classes at 7:30am, I should have been suffering the consequences of being stranded in Intramuros' puddles.. I'm sad to say that the Philippine Atmospheric Geophysical and Astronomical Services Administration (PAGASA) fails to give the suspensions on time.. Sorry, but arriving in school with soiled socks, dripping hair, wet belongings and finding out classes are suspended just won't do..

i hate the kind of vacation the rain disseminates.. it's like my door to graduation is blocked by several boulders..

shetnEss.. i haTe this kind of feeling.. the feeling of missing someone i know who's mine and ONLY mine, yet completely at a loss on how he's doing at the very moment.. inNggrrkkK!! makes all the hair in my body stand to their ends.. i don't know, but my morbid imaginations keep twitching my insides.. i wanted to be with him.. i wanted to feel his presence.. i wanted to feel the warmth he always gives me.. and badly..

okaY, okay, so i got that.. for the super ultimate last [i want it redundantly stressed] time, i'm gonna tell myself to stop all angst-ridden thoughts about you.. i just didn't like those parinig thingies, in case you haven't noticed, i never did that to you.. i kind of demand a little respect, though, and i believe i got it.. i'm going to lower my war flag now, really.. you're not gonna hear [err... read?!] anything from me again... this is the most impeccable super ultimate last [AGAIN, I WANT IT REDUNDANTLY STRESSED, INDICATING I RUDDY HELL MEAN IT..] time..

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Friday, August 10, 2007

just because weng tagged everyone who'd read her post, i'm gonna do this...
~~miss na kita, weng...~~

3 names you go by:

tessa
tessy
te

3 screen names you've had:

tessica [courtesy of jane]
the subordinate
the purple pyrolyptic princess

3 physical things you like about yourself:

my nose
my eyes
my clavicle

3 physical things you don't like about yourself:

my hair
my fingers
my legs

3 parts of your heritage:

latin-spanish
indian
pagkabingi... err.. hahaha...

3 things that scare you:

squirming worms
hissing snakes
crawling caterpillars

3 of your favorite bands:

MYMP
Make Your Momma Proud
Juris and Chin... hehehehe..

3 of your favorite songs:

Said I Love You But I Lied
Nothing's Gonna Stop Us
You Are My Song

3 things you want in a relationship:

honesty
loyalty
.. fun ..

2 truths and a lie in no particular order:

i watch porn..
i'm not mad at THEM anymore..
i'm beginning to adore Prof. Sese... tanong?!

3 things about the preferred sex that appeals to you:

intelegenté
30% humor
UNDERSTANDING..

3 of your favorite hobbies:

magbasa
matulog
kumain

3 things you really want to do badly right now:

mag-blog
magbasa ng Deathly Hollows uli
mag Mystery Case Files

3 careers you've considered/you're considering:

systems analyst
COE
professor na terror

3 places you want to go on vacation:

Paris
London
UK

3 kids' names you like:

Nymphadora
Gertrude
Bartemius

3 things you want to do before you die:

play the guitar
write
do my Last Will and Testament

3 ways that you are stereotypically a guy:

i prefer jeans and shirt
i prefer immediate action
I AM IMPLOSIVE..

3 ways that you are stereotypically a girl:

i'm a banshee.. ever heard of a guy banshee?
i have a prince..
i hate being messy.. (though sometimes, I am..)

3 celebrity crushes:

Shia Labeouf
Tom Felton
Johnny Depp

3 persons you're tagging:

you
the person who reads this
the person who understood this..

GO ON...

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Monday, August 6, 2007

herE's the louder waVe... i've been away from the blogging world for eons, i almost forgot i had a blog.. but i had no idea of deleting it ~~like kuya armand did~~, not really..

the reason perhaps, is/are...

1. MY PRINCE..
among all my priorities, i now choose him first.Ü
2. academic works..
that Professor Sese is killing my wits..
3. i prefer developing bonds with the staffers
kuya stephen, he's been making a lot of tambays now.. because of his morbid schedule, probably.. i'm looking forward to have a chat with ate melissa next.ÜÜ
4. Harry Potter
HP hooked me again.. i really love that magical boy..

warning.. spoilers alert!!

i can't believe it.. Severus Snape actually became my favorite character when i read the Deathly Hallows.. ~~err.. or storytold, thanks a lot, kuya ninong~~ i mean, yeah, he's been good to have given Harry an Exceeds Expectations in his OWL but portraying himself as Harry's real-life father when Harry (or ANYONE) least knew it, was SO AN ANGEL OF HIM.. he even died for Harry.. awwwww.. Snape was so sorry when he told Voldemort about the prophecy because the only woman he loved, Lily, died because of it.. Dumbledore was reluctant to accept apologies of a Death-Eater thereof, but when Snape reassured him of protecting Harry, he forgave him as well.. now i know why Dumbledore trusts Snape so much.. because he knows how to love... AWWWW... if his life wasn't touched by Lily Evans, i doubt these things to happen..

doesn't look like I got a bit of HP hangover, do I? don't get mad at me for the spoilers, i warned you.. hehehe.Ü

so much for the hangover, yes, so much.. digressing, i got so touched at nashy-bunny's line,

"tessy understands everything.."

haha.. flattering, ain't it? well, i really do.. the only thing i don't understand is why some other people don't comprehend when it is so much easy to do.. or at least, if my hazard guess won't fail me—forgive me for the lack of seemly modesty—because i had been just too good..

pleasant thing i had manners.. or else, i'd just give another reason for myself to disdain such persons valuing irresolution.. or must i? just because a regular term student by the name i wouldn't say, tells half the school's population that i'm such a bobo or a tanga or any name that person hankers to call me, i'd be mortified? ah, an absurd upshot.. i recently found out from someone not so close to me that that person had done it again.. i've gone far away enough from visiting something that belongs to that person, nor have i remarked on anything that person willfully says (about not so interesting topics like disparaging or whatsoever) yet that person still can't get enough.. i couldn't tell that person's conceited (although i could) because i am avoiding despicableness.. all i can do the next time i come across that person is to smile and say two contemptuous words,

"BLESS YOU.."

i hope you haven't got epistaxis yet upon looking my words in the lexica..

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