Sunday, September 23, 2007
this is what i hate about myself.. procrastinating.. grrr.. it just shows how lazy i am.. i have all the time for studying C++, but as i said, i procrastinate.. i'm afraid i have to study about it hardly because i know that there will be a large probability that i will be handled by Prof. Joyce Santos in Data Structures.. C++ is its pre-requisite, in case you don't know.. i'm afraid of Ma'am Joyce, she's one strict professor..
i can't believe i just used the word "probability".. after failing Probability and Statistics, the thought is just stupid.. but i accepted it readily.. i know i'd fail, anyway.. Prof. dela Cruz is one terror professor, i should've given this subject a little more effort.. haha..
it's just ironic, i thought i'd be failing 3 subjects in one blow.. Prof. de Leon gave me the creeps of failing, and so did Prof. Sese.. i gave Electromagnetics more weight than any other subjects, and passing it just helped making me feel better.. wahahahaha!!
this term gave me a lot of exhaustion.. i wouldn't make another bullsh*t schedule like that ever again.. this is the first time since eons that i got sick, and i've had enough..
i feel sorry for my prince.. he had full hopes of passing every subject he had this term.. seeing him in a teary-eyed state just let me down.. i did all sorts of things to make him smile, i just couldn't.. i'm not even feeling bad about failing for myself, i'm feeling bad about him.. and i wished i just had his pain..
the burden of next term is banging in my head.. my prince feels so bad, i don't know when i could be with him when the second term starts.. *sigh* problems, problems.. when can i have enough? hmmm...
the purple pyrolyptic princess burned
her match stick on 10:36 PM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
nakakainis ang mga taong akala mo, eh okay ang lahat..
nakakabad-trip.. bullsh*t.. ito, sige sasabihin ko na..
tsk. tsk. tsk.
hindi sagot ang pagpopost ng hate-note sa yahoo groups, dahil lalo lang nitong palalalain ang lahat.. ang iba sa kanila ay magiging miyembro na rin natin, at hindi mo kami kailangang sira-siraan sa kanila.. sa sinabi mong hinayaan mo lang na magstand-out kami sa pagkakataong 'yun, anu ba 'yun? baket, hindi pa ba kami nagsstand-out sa mga ginagawa namin ngayon?
para sabihin ko sa 'yo, hindi ko pa nakakalimutan ang mga pinagsasabi mo sa 'ken tungkol sa mga buhos ng sinasabi mong training.. "Ang good point lang, eh passed on time..." at para sabihin ko rin sa 'yo, i know how to use Photoshop better than any of all the writers here.. pero pinakikinabangan ninyong lahat 'yun, di ba? So you see, you shouldn't question my credibility dahil iba-iba tayo dito..
at sino ang sinasabihan mong balat-sibuyas? wala kang nahihita sa 'ken na kung anu-anong reaksyones pag pinapatutsadahan mo na ang lahat.. ikaw itong kung makapag-hate note, eh akala mo, napakalaki na ng kasalanan namin.. sinong balat-sibuyas ngayon? as far as i'm concerned, ang kasalanan lang namin sa 'yo eh ang matanggap.. ngayon, kung gusto mo kaming matanggal, problema mo na 'yun.. magpasalamat ka na lang at mabait si bossing..
madali akong kausap.. kung gusto mo ako sapakin, magpapasapak talaga ako kung ako talaga 'yung may kasalanan.. eh hindi eh.. kami lang 'yung paulit-ulit mong tinitira dahil mas mababa kami sa 'yo.. mangdamay ka pa ng hindi dapat idamay, at kakalimutan ko na talagang seniores kita.. ipagtatanggol pa naman sana kita sa kanila, tapos gani-ganito lang ang gagawin mo..
the purple pyrolyptic princess burned
her match stick on 12:46 PM
Saturday, September 8, 2007
at muli na naman akong nagbalik.. matapos ang academic hell week, builder hell week naman.. buti na lang wala na akong article.. isa na lang.. at sports pa 'yun.. sports news tungkol sa woodpushers.. it's a good thing na marunong akong mag-chess at magagawan ko ng paraan na maging sporty ang article.. sana lang hindi na mahirapan si kuya stephen sa pag-eedit ng article ko.. i wish..
tang-ina.. nakakabad-trip ang araw na ito.. bullsh*t talaga.. lagi na lang masama ang araw ko tuwing friday.. una, wala akong nasagot sa ProbStat exam.. sana lang talaga hindi ako ibagsak ni Sir dela Cruz.. perfect attendance naman ako eh.. complete requirements pa.. sana makuha si Sir dela Cruz sa ganun.. isa pa, makikita ko na naman ang masungit na baklang si Sese.. punyeta talaga, ang taray ng baklang 'yun.. siguro, kaya siya naaasar sa klase namin, dahil wala siyang mapa-Papa.. ay hindi rin.. kasi may mga gwapo naman, hindi lang sila pansinin.. tapos, malaman-laman ko, naliligo sa additional points ang naunang klase sa 'min.. SAMANTALANG KAMI, WALA?? kung tutuusin, magaling ako sa Electromagnetics.. Hindi ako nahihirapan sa subject na 'yun, maliban na lang kung hindi ako nakapag-aral.. alam niyo naman, matapos mag-lesson ang inyong lingkod, ma-eeject na sa utak ang lahat ng pinag-aralan.. haaaay nako.. ang hirap talaga ispelengin ng mga bakla..
ang mga subject na nanganganib sa 'ken ngayong term ay ang ProbStat at Electromagnetics.. hindi ko na yata matutupad ang wish ko na hindi magka-tres.. talaga yatang nasa dugo ko na ang matali sa ganung grade.. haaaayy... o, huwag kang mayabang.. normal ako.. normal na Mapuan.. ibig sabihin, bumabagsak.. hindi lang naman kasi mag-aral ang ginagawa ko.. marami akong sideline, kaya huwag mo ako paandaran ng kayabangan mo.. *sigh* dun sa mga natamaan na pinatatamaan ko talaga, aba magaling.. ibig sabihin, hindi kayo manhid.. dun naman sa mga natamaan pero hindi ko pinatatamaan, mas magaling.. ibig sabihin, guilty..
speaking of sideline, may mga bago na naman ako..
1. TNB writer a.k.a. layout and design expert
2. F.A.M.E.'s undeclared official Film Editor
3. SOCIP layout artist (on a regular basis)
o ngayon, sige.. pag nagawa mo na 'yan para sa school ng hindi nanganganib ang grades, dun mo ako tawaging bobo at tanga.. partida, meron pa akong love life na kailangan ko ding mabigyan ng oras..
it's been a week since i touched Sir Benny's life.. i can't help but feel flattered.. my belated greetings too, to my dear Kuya Ace who has just graduated recently..
greeeeeeeeetings to Venzy, for winning that
Best Documentary Film Award..
YOU SURE MADE ME PROUD...
now i know, i'm a very good teacher.. weeeeeeee... I'll be a terror professor once I finish my Master's Degree, i promise..
the purple pyrolyptic princess burned
her match stick on 11:02 AM